I have been looking forward to writing this post for the past several weeks but I feel that tonight is finally the right time. A little bit of a warning that this post will probably turn out a little longer than most. To start, we need to take a brief look back at where I started and how I got to where I am today.
History
In March of 2014 I started an 8 week 5k running program and fell in love with running. At the time I topped the scales at 346 lbs. Over the next 2 years I ran several races, including my first 2 half marathons in the fall of 2015. At the time I had brought my weight down into the 290's with no additional effort beyond running a few times a week.
During the winter of 2016 I really started to focus on weight loss. I adopted a restrictive diet (as I had done in the past with temporary success) and switched my focus from road races to triathlon. By June of 2016 I managed to drop my weight down to around 240 but I had lost all motivation to continue with such a restrictive diet and by consuming drastically fewer calories then I needed to train it just wasn't sustainable. As my very successful racing season came to an end, so did my drive to continue losing weight. By the end of the year, my weight had creeped back up into the 260's. I will still training, and had big plans for 2017, but I wasn't training at nearly the rate that I had been during the spring and summer months and didn't change my diet at all to compensate.
As the winter months wore on and my marathon training program started, I was very frustrated with myself. I had set a goal to be around 220 lbs by the time I ran my marathon but I was sitting in the 250's instead. Things came to a head when I injured my foot in April and ended up having to bow out of the marathon in June. Deep down I knew that the plantar fasciitis was due to running so many miles while carrying too much weight. After failing to meet that goal, I was determined to not miss out on my 2nd major goal of the year, a Half Ironman distance triathlon in September. I worked my butt off training for that race but the scale didn't budge and my diet did not improve.
Again, going into the off season, I had some BIG goals around finally losing weight and coming into this racing season lighter than I had ever been. Just as had happened at the end of 2016, my weight slowly climbed back up into the 260's where it stayed throughout the winter. The only difference is that 2018 didn't include any long distance races and ridiculous amounts of training. With each month, and each race that past, I became more and more discouraged. I was racing very poorly and the confidence that I had the prior 2 years was nearly non-existent. I knew that something was missing, but either didn't know what it was or was in denial about it. When I injured my back in late June, I had all but given up on the season and even blogged about it (
I Am So Over 2018).
Things begin to turn around
If you don't remember back to my original blog post, about how I got into running, let me jog your memory. My running journey began with a simple question from a co-worker during the winter of 2018, "Does anyone want to train to run a 5K with me?". It turns out that I seem to find inspiration in the most unexpected places. Now, if you ask my wife, she will tell you that I have talked about going to the doctor to discuss weight loss for the past 3 years. She will also tell you that I am stubborn and like to do things on my own even if it means learning the hard way. Well, as it turns out, I probably should have followed through a lot sooner.
On July 17th, I walked into an appointment that I had made at the new Mercy Clinic in Grimes to see the Physicians Assistant at that office. The primary reason was to have a follow up on my back, but as luck would have it, I was her last appointment of the day and she ended up spending over 1 1/2 hours with me. We talked about pretty much every medical issue that I have had in recent memory, walked through my progress over the past 4 1/2 years (including past physicals and blood work) and she commended me on how far I've come. I don't know why, but receiving reassurance from a medical professional made something inside my brain click. She referred me to a dietitian at the Mercy Weight Loss Center but also provided a suggestion. She said that based on how much of a self-starter I have been with running and triathlon, that I should consider giving Weight Watchers a try.
As I left her office, I wasn't so sure. At the time, my perception of Weight Watchers was that it was for women, specifically women who tended to be stay at home mom's that weren't morbidly obese but just wanted to drop 20 lbs. I honestly don't know where this perception came from, but it is what I thought. At home that night, I decided to check it out and sign up. Now I'm not going to get into details about how Weight Watchers works or anything like that (if you want to read more, their website has a lot of information), but it didn't take long for me to figure out that it is the exact piece that I had been missing for these past 4 1/2 years. I opted for the "Online Only" option which does not include the weekly in-person meetings, but does provide me with access to the website, and Android app for my phone to track my food.
I officially started WW on Wednesday, July 18th and during my 1st week I lost 6.6 lbs. This was no surprise because every time that I had started a diet, I had great results early. During week 2 I lost another 4 lbs, but that wasn't even the best part. I was still unsure about the plan during the first week as it was a little hard and I was still getting used to it. By the end of week 2, it wasn't feeling difficult at all (I mean that literally....not difficult AT ALL). Week 3 was a 5 lb weight loss and things really felt like they were cruising.
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My progress so far |
It was also in week 3 that I met with a dietitian at the Mercy Weight Loss center. I was excited to share my early success and even more thrilled when she told me that I am making excellent decisions and handling this transition very well. We spent an hour together talking about many things, such as my triggers for eating and how to create a sustainable diet (more specifically what that entails for me), but my biggest take away was our discussion about mindful eating. I have thought about this a lot since that meeting and it really makes sense. I am a very habit and pattern oriented person and I truly believe that the reason that I am succeeding with WW is that it gives me a plan to follow that I can easily stick to. I thrive on the structure of it to the point that it has become extremely easy for me to follow it.
At the same time, I know that everyone is different and different people find different ways to succeed at the same things. There are a lot of diet options out there and even more diet advice. From rules such as "Don't eat after supper" to "Eat 5 small meals a day", the Keto diet to tracking calories with an app such as My Fitness Pal. Oh, and everyone knows the person who lost weight by just drinking more water too. However, when you look to the heart of every piece of dietary advice out there, they all point back to 1 simple principle, and that is mindful eating. When we pay attention to what we put into our mouths, we make better decision.
My meeting with the dietitian included some biometric measurements as well as some physical measurements. In addition, she encouraged me to take the physical measurements every couple of weeks and to stop in every month for the biometric measurements as well (offered free of charge in their office). She emphasized that sometimes the scale might not go down (or even on occasion go up) but that is just one measurement of success and that I should look at them all together.
Today marks 4 weeks since I met with her and 7 weeks since I met with the PA and began WW. Below I have taken a picture of the 2 biometric measurement printouts, on the left is from 4 weeks ago and the right is today.
The difference that 4 weeks has made is outstanding and really shows the progress that I have made, as well as how much farther I have to go. The bullet points below are my biggest take aways:
- Fat mass dropped from 82.6 lbs to 65.6 lbs
- Muscle mass actually went up from 166 lbs to 167 lbs (by the way this is a crazy high number which makes me super proud)
- BMI is a crap measurement (which is not entirely a surprise) for me because my ideal body weight is 153.4 lbs even though I have 175.6 lbs of non-fat mass on my body. To drop out of the overweight category, I would need to be below 180 lbs which would leave me with less than 5 lbs of fat
- A lot of people claim that when you lose a significant amount of weight, it is usually a lot of "water weight" but my hydration percentage actually went up from 48.8% 4 weeks ago to 51.2% today
In addition, with the help of Erin, I have taken 4 physical measurements of my body and the difference there has been outstanding as well.
8/7
- Neck: 16 inches
- Chest: 50 3/4 inches
- Waist: 51 1/4 inches
- Hips: 46 1/2 inches
9/4
- Neck: 15 inches
- Chest: 47 inches
- Waist: 49 1/4 inches
- Hips: 42 1/4 inches
The dietitian was right, putting these numbers together is really telling the whole story. The good news for me, is that the scale has been at a steady decline as well.
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Weekly Weigh Ins |
My official WW weigh in days are on Wednesday, but I also weigh in on Sunday as well. I find that twice a week is often enough to keep me looking forward to the next opportunity to see progress but not so long that a "bad" weigh in can't be thought about for too long.
Final Thoughts
Proper diet and nutrition was the puzzle piece that I have been missing for the past 4 1/2 years and I feel like I have finally found it. Using Weight Watchers seems to be extremely sustainable for me and will not only compliment my training regimen, but will also help prevent me from gaining weight during the off season. I don't feel overly restricted, which is key for me, and I have already had the opportunity to overcome nearly every food trigger that I had identified with the dietitian.
I finally feel like I am transitioning from being "The fat guy who is in pretty good shape" to an athlete that can compete and has a bright future in the sport of triathlon. Success builds on success, and I can honestly say that I can never remember a time in my life where I have felt this great and this confident in myself.
As a disclaimer for this post, I am not a believer that Weight Watchers is some sort of quick fix for weight loss, nor do I believe that it would work for everyone. I think that everyone out there has some puzzle in their life that they are missing a piece. After reading this post, I hope that you know that no matter how long you have been looking, and even if you have given up hope, that piece is out there for you too. You just have to keep looking for it and listen to those people around you (including yourself sometimes) to help you find it.
There is certainly more to this story, but for now I will leave some of the finer details for future posts. Please keep following along on my journey. I have been filled with new hope and motivation and things are really looking up again!